About... Monica Denise Wilson

Hi, I'm The Executor & the sole beneficiary of the estate of MONICA D. WILSON, (Monica D. Wilson/Monica Denise Wilson), I'm the legal persona... Also known as Goddess Msbjammin', I'm...

• Authentically Indigenous, Original, Creative & A True Native of This Land 
• The Goddess who's sent here to assist Souls to reaching Newer Levels of their Greatness who's anointed & a Prophet 
• I'm Living life in this physical realm, & being as the born Woman, The Universe created Me to be. 
• I'm Unique, Truthful & Stand on the outside of boxes, Organizations, Groups, Religions & Occults 
• I don't affiliate with anyone's agendas to destroy humanity & who goes against the Truth.

I've been on this earth since 1979 from what I was told...  & I have produced 2 male seeds who are now over the age of 18, whom I didn't have the pleasure to lead due to too many people painting illusions for them about me. I can't say, I was married for real, for real... because 6 months of so-called being married is really not being married to anyone who was never involved. There isn't really anything to talk about... because I wasn't staying with anyone who tried to control me & tried to use me as their puppet, So I left... & because I had a seed with him, the divorce took a year to finalize in the State of Michigan that was in 2005. 

After my Dad "transition" into the spiritual realm, I've been alone with pure hearted people in the physical realm. Making ways for myself & getting out of the ways of those who's been attacking & trying to set traps for me to fit their lies about & of me, those people turning people away/against me & trying to block my purpose, while I'm continuing to do My purpose on assisting those whom The Universe sent my ways, to reach newer levels of their Greatness in the mist of defeating those foolish people/enemies who tried to destroy me.

I use cuss words, because I like to. I know how to turn them on & off. I'm able to adapt in different environments due to my Skills, My Mental Maturity & my spiritual gifts on being able to see people from their root. You have seen many of videos posted on social media accounts assigned to me, of me Cussing people The Fuck Out... because those were the people who were throwing their rocks at me & trying to hide their hands & playing victim to the people they've been lying to & selling stolen goods to. I don't like when weak ass bullies try to play victim, when they asses are the whole damn abusers. As you can Now see, due to me exposing they asses, we know who they are... & you also see why I cussed they asses The Fuck out Publicly.  I Sure did call those liars, Pieces of shits... because their actions of copying me, Stealing from me, Counterfeiting me, Xoticy & The Xoticy Brand, lying to the whole world about/on me, Teaching My Artistry horribly/distastefully, Showing my Artistry as if it was theirs, Profiting off of what they stole from me & or listening to a liar who told them it was ok for them to steal from me... While lying to Everybody... Are actions of people who are Pathetic Pieces of Shits. I said what I said & what I said is not rude, disrespectful nor is it negative. I'm just calling them who they are & their actions have showed you who they are. 

I've experienced & Seen Many of people trying to manipulate & gaslight people to feel as if I shouldn't be explaining/standing up for myself, because those people never wanted anyone to gain the Truth & they wanted the deceived people to stay deceived to view me how they wanted people to view me... instead from how & who I Am. Because my Purpose is to guide people to the Truth... I wasn't go shut my mouth, I wasn't going to not stand up for myself & I wasn't going to withhold the truth from anyone, regardless of how many dummies it is in their dumb ass groups. So, I continue to share the truth & allow everyone who tried to gaslight & manipulate people to expose themselves from their many videos that is now evidence of them trying to manipulate people... & from the persons who lied to someone about & on me.

I've experienced people purposely trying to get me fired/did get me fired from a job due to someone lying on me because I'm good at what I do & people genuinely like me & each miserable person who have ever come in my space, tried to turn me to be as miserable as them by attacking me by gather deceived people, to attack me based off their lies. So, because I'm good at my what I do & people actually like me, that pisses off miserable people. Once I got fired, Those liars went and spreading all kinds of lies about me, when they're lies are the reason to why I got fired. I've experienced some really horrible people during my pervious journey to where Now, all those horrible people are answering to & getting punished from The Universe. Those people cursed themselves & their bloodline for trying to stop me from making money & tried to stop my purpose. They were warned to Not touch me and or do me no harm.  

Why am I being so personal with you? 

Because so many groups of liars have been going around lying on/about me... slandering my name, saying that I supposed had some mental illness all because of their self-hate. So, when The Universe guide people to me, those people will be able to gain the truth of me on their own... & actually hear the Truth about me from Me, to gain why I rock alone. Those people are also able to connect their dots... and allow themselves to gain the Truth to see how they got lied to & how completely different I Am, from those groups of liars, lies. Those liars tried so damn Hard to keep people away from me for decades & The Universe allowed them to think that they were winning just so The Universe can destroy them in front of Everyone they have lied to. The Truth is the only thing that sets people free & that's why I'm sharing the Truth, so people can be set free.  I can't convince people to believe the Truth of who I Am & How I Am... However, I can share the Truth for people to make their own choice to believe the truth or not to. As long as I share the Truth & continue to be & do my truthful self, That's all that matters. So... here's the Truth about me.  As you can see those liars, lies were able to turn damn near the whole world against me & now those people who were deceived, have realized the Truth of Who & How I Am. So, everyone has to get to know me For Real, For Real on their own, because what they Thought... they knew of me, Wasn't even Anything close to the Truth of Me. That's why The Universe guided me to create this site for you, So, you'll know the Truth of me, from me... on your own.

Well, I'm Single. I left that supposed to been but never was a marriage in 2005 & the divorced was finalized in 2007. I've been single since 2016 & not looking. At the moment I'm Not Dating Anyone or Spending My Moments with Anyone either, not even talking/texting on the phone with anyone because I love My Peace & if I'm going to spend my moments with anyone, I'll rather spend them with someone who's on my same High Frequencies & I'm over sharing all my Good Energy with people who don't know how to imbrace me for Me. 

In 2022 this dude approached me and already... I knew that this assignment was going to be quick, fast & fun for me. What do I mean, well I told you that there is a crime ring of people out there who's against me, who pretends as if they like me but are actually enemies of my life. So, Starting in 1997 is when random dudes were paid to come into my life to play a role as if they like me, so that whoever who hired them could try to make me look as who I'm not, because there were people trying to secretly steal from me behind my back. As in trying to steal what was withheld from me to know about. I'm the light that exposed that dude to himself and exposed whatever life-style that crime ring were living.  Due to dude being in his fifties, I thought well, this won't be as bad of an assignment, Come to learn that dude is mentally stuck in a loop as if he's still in high school, still thinks he's a player & lie about Every Fuckin' Thing & of course I caught him in all of them and he couldn't handle me being able to see and know what he was up to. So, of course that didn't last long at All because dude taped out when he realized that I wasn't allowing him to play in my face. Oh & by the way... I've never been into women, nor have I ever dated one not even kissed one. I had to share that Truth because the lies about me that's been passed around, are So Stupid & So Not True. 

Am I interested in dating? 

I've experienced a lot of males pretending to be my friend & then going behind my back telling lies on me, as if we were together when we weren't. So, to be seen in public with people whom I'm not touching and feeling on like that... basically someone I'm with... Naw, I'm not interested in dating anyone. I'm not trying to clock block myself either, but I don't want to make room to have anyone paint a lie that isn't true of me. Too many lies have been out there about me with people whom My ass don't even fuckin' know, You Feel Me. For Example... I went to Atlanta, Ga in 2022 for a skating party & went down there with a dude from Detroit, from the skating rink. That nigga went around and made-up whole ass stories about me & him behind my back, as if we were together or kicking it on some relationship type shit... when NOPE, I just went to Atlanta, Ga with him... for 1, I was on an assignment from The Universe/we were going to the same place. During the drive, that nigga was calling people & pointing the camera at me, so the people on the phone can see me in the passenger seat. Once we got to Atlanta, Ga this nigga started trying to pick fights with me because I wasn't helping him paint his lie to the people he lied to about and on me, as if I supposed to had did something to him & supposed to have made him mad, just so he can paint his lies to whomever he was lying to... as if, him & I got into his invisible fight & because I wasn't playing along with his lie, the people he was lying to started putting their dots together & when people started realizing that nigga was lying about me, He then picked a fight with his friends/people I roller skated with... outside of the air b&b, away from me... because he wanted them to pick his side on a fight that never even happened between him & I... of course he made a big ass scene so he can have an audience... Then that nigga started calling people over to the air b&b... & told them some lies & those people came over & I was chillin' outside & when the people started talking to me, they soon realized that I had no idea what they were talking about & realized that dude lied to them about me & they left. The Universe plan was in full effect. Everyone who was supposed to see this liar for who he is, saw that mutha fuckin liar for who he really is. So, I stop talking to that nigga during the trip after he had his 1st temper tantrum. We go to the skating rink & this nigga is following me around the skating rink trying to paint a picture as if him and I were a couple when Nope... Not At Fuckin All, Never was. This nigga then goes to say to me "You Need To Get Married" I just continued to mind my business & then this nigga started to act as if his feelings are hurt, so other people can ask him what's wrong with him, Doing anything to seek attention because his ass wasn't getting any attention from me. I continue to go about my business. I did Not ride back to Detroit with his ass & I don't speak to that Nigga Today, he does Not exist to me.  I will never speak to that nigga or anyone who rocks with him. That lying ass warlock lied to Everyone just to try to make himself look good & make me look bad. When I was just there doing my assignment, being the light to Everyone The Universe wanted to show that nigga's lying ass to. So, they can make a choice to continue to rock with that liar or not to. So, because of shit like that... Naw, I don't like to be seen with people whom I don't rock with for real, for real. Even though I was on an Assignment to be the light that exposed dude to the people who he's been lying to, so they can see his true wicked ass, lying ass colors. Knowing that there are some pathetic ass people out there like him, Nope... I don't want to be seen with people on a personal level of whom I'm not serious with Period.  Me Skating with random people at the skating rink is different than a personal level outside of skating, You feel me? Cool!  

If someone was interested in me, How can they approach me? 

That's between them & The Universe. You see when you're in high frequencies, you're connected to The Universe & then Everything is Possible if it's meant to be... to where you don't go through a third party to get to me & get to know anything about me. If someone is hanging with someone I don't rock with... There is no chance of me speaking with people as such. 

Who Am I Interested in? 

A Born & Living Man who have NEVER been interested in & or been with another Man. I never been with a woman & or never been interested in being with a woman. Have I smacked a womans ass? Of course, 1 time at the strip club in Atlanta, Ga to turn on the dude whom I was at the strip club with, so he can have more fun with himself... after we left the club, cause I wasn't staying with his ass. I left him with a visual so he can put himself to sleep. So, because I'm not into women, My Man can't be into dudes. Now about the ass smacking I did... He probably has done that when playing basketball., So we good. 

My Type

Is An Emotionally, Mentally, Physically & Spiritually Stable Mature Man, who's not a part of any organizations/groups/Occults & or religions. 

• A Righteous Man / A 100% Truthful Man
• A Random, Respectful Touchy Feely & Extremely Romantic Man
• A Man who's into Me, Who's cares for me, who's wants the best for me as I him
• An Active Man who's Loyal to being Good, Talented, Athletic & Healthy in all areas of himself & even in the kitchen
• A naturally, genuine loving & Funny Man
• That has much more within himself then the physical eyes can see
• Who Wants to provide to & within us, in all ways
• Someone who has equally or more than myself
• Someone who loves & imbraces all of my randomness & uniqueness 
• Someone who feels good when with of me or the thought of me

His Physical Appearance

I'm 5'2 and I like to climb, So... in the height range of him being 5"11 to 6"6. I feel if anything taller... I'll be too short for, but my Hops did get higher, so I guess I won't find out until I see for myself.... & anything shorter than 5"7 due to my experience.... I'm just not interested at all. Cause I know the man who's for me is not shorter than 5'7.

Before I didn't have a type, so moving forward, I decided to have a type & That's Cool with The Universe... So, that's all that matters. Skin Tone doesn't matter. However, I'm Physically, Mentally & Spiritually Attracted to Indigenous, Straight Men, as a romantic partnership with natural body features. Meaning no hair add on's, cause I don't wear fake hair anymore, No make up... because I don't wear make-up anymore. You feel where I'm going? Cool! 

Courting Me

If you're interested in courting Me. 

1. Must be spiritually connected within yourself 
2. Must be 45 years before December 31, 2025 & Wiser
3. Must be a Born Male who's living life as a Male, who has never dressed as a woman nor been into or with a man
4. Authentic, Romantic, Random & Fun
5. 100% Truthful 
6. Spontaneous
7. No One from my past. No One
8. Can handle Random Touchy Feeling & Random kisses from me

Just because you want to court me doesn't mean you'll be able to handle me.

My No No's

Liars, Frauds, Counterfeits, Wishy Washy... Emotional, Mentally, Physically & Spiritually unstable... Lack of Accountability, People who withheld the Truth, Con-Artist/Lack of self Love, Lack of self respect, Material items driven, Money chasers, Attention Seekers, unable to cook, not spontaneous, No Dreams/No Goals, Don't like to learn or try new things, Afraid of Personal Growth, Can't Lead, Don't Listen, Controllers, cheaters, someone who's unable to imbrace me for Me, Lusters, who carries Jealous & envy spirits, who can't stand or be alone, people who's looking for a come up, someone who just want someone who looks good on their arms or on paper, people pleasers, people who can't think own their own, tattoos of ex names & or photo's of ex's or ex's body parts... basically people who's not healed & is in low frequencies.  

 If you Came against me/Are Against Me/ Never stood up for me while the liars, lied on & about me/You laughed with those pathetic mutha fucka's... you played both sides... Stay Yo Mutha Fuckin Ass, The Entire Fuck, Away from Me, My Seeds, Souls who Rock with Me, Away from Xoticy & The Xoticy Brand. That Goes for Everybody... Got it? Cool! No Exceptions. That was your warning.

Here's A Lesson I've Learned

Don't ask me for hugs. I've learned that lesson to not receive hugs or give them out to strangers. 

This one time... A Nigga asked me for a hug & kept walking away, so I stop & turned around... I said, Did you just ask Me, for a hug? Dude said yeah. I said... well come get it. So, the nigga came & hugged me. Next thing I spiritually saw, is That Nigga, went & Lied about & on My Ass... while trying to get with Me in the physical realm on the low, while he had a fuckin girlfriend. When He KNEW... that I was feeling the Connection that I had with his supposed to be/I don't know for sure... cousin. So that nigga got in the Way... of that connection I had with his "cousin" from the lies he told... from that damn hug I gave him.  (That was The Universe using him to clock block) So, because I Learned that lesson & the fact that another time... somebody hugged me & I started to smell like that person... & I didn't like that. So, don't ask me for a hug if you're not My selected family/people I rock with & I'm not being rude because I'll rather fist pump you then hug you, Just respect why I do what I do, don't take my actions personal.. cause they're not Got It? Cool!

Well, due to the people who are supposed to be my "family" being psychology abused to not listen to me, to go against me, to pick at me in secret, acting like they helping me but is the cause of trying to place blockish in my ways, turned strangers against me by telling lies on and about me & viewing me in the ways that those people were programmed to view me as, that I'm Not... without getting to know me on their own. They have and is still isolating me out of many things and events in secret... because they are really trying to make me seem as if I'm some problem, when all I do is mind my business. Me minding my business is an issue for them & has always been an issue for them... just as a lot of people as we all can see, because they feel as if they have control over me trying to play "god" in my life. This has been going on since I was a child. It's always been me by myself, isolated away from people, so that the people who were lied to will view me as what their liars, lies are instead of asking me anything & or getting to know me on their own. They're all in it together... a whole swear campaign treating me in the ways that they were taught to treat me. They all play a role & I've caught each and every one of them playing their roles of attacking me. The interesting part is that, they go & lie on and about me but when I speak the truth about what they have lied about... is when they want to try to play victim & then so-call punish me because I've exposed them for lying on and about me. So instead of just leaving me alone & not lying on and about me... they find fun in grouping together & going out into the world with each other and lie on and about me even more. They co-sign for each other to try really hard to make me seem as if I'm the problem but when you actually listen to them, their problems of me, stems from within them. Meaning it's all what they don't like about me that is different from them.. Such as... them saying things like, Oh she thinks she's better than everybody, everywhere she go people just stare at her, It's something about her I don't like & whatever I do just that pisses them off. However, the reasons why they don't like me is based off of them & not anything that I have said or done to them. It's all based off of their insecurities, the lies they made up & the lies that they decided to believe.. They have false stories about me that they have passed around, that someone else told them & instead of gaining the truth from me, those people just wanted to believe the lies. Every so-called friend I had, so-called boyfriend, if they {family) found out a guy likes me, they will find a way to tun that guy against me & then turn that guy into their friend. In their sick minds they find joy in taking Anything and Anyone away from me. Why? They don't want anyone to gain the truth about me because My Heart is Pure and theirs is rotten & they want people to view them as if they have my pure heart and as if I have their rotten heart... when their actions of always bring me up in random conversations, talking down on me to strangers, lying on me, Trying to through in slick remarks to try to push my buttons so that they asses can try to play victim...  has already Exposed All of Them to Everyone of whom they have done their evil in front of. So many of them  are weak minded people, who are mentally sick with rotten hearts. Do I hate them? Nope, I accepted them for who and how they are. However, Everyone needs to gain the Truth about Me from Me,  so that no one else would catch the mental sickness of attacking me, lying on me, stealing from me, hiding my things from me, blaming me for them displacing their feelings, doing things purposely to try to make me mad, so no one else will become horrible as those many of people who supposed to be my "family". When actually the real reason to why they have this made-up issue with me, is because I can see right threw them & I know that they are liars. I've heard them lie, I saw them Destroy things that's not theirs, I have some dots that connect to killings their apart of, They have stolen my things... I get it, I grew up in a "family" who serves the devil & I'm the only one who Doesn't... so I've became their target from a child and because they couldn't get me to serve their liar of a fake god, they do what rotten hearted people do... and that's Lie and gather more souls by telling lies on and about me & those people who believed their lies are the ones who got devoured.

You see, After my dad "died" The family structure my dad created died with him. All the people who secretly hated me, started showing their true colors fully. Turning whoever they could against me. No one knows who & How I Am because they are so caught up in the lies that a liar told them about me, that they gather together to talk behind my back & lie to strangers about me... because they don't want anyone to know the truth about me & the lies about them. Why? Because I'm a Healer, I'm Annointed & I'm a Prophet & they're my enemies who has no truth in them. There are people all around this world who have heard the lies about me from those so-called "family" members & or the people of whom they have put their lies into. To where there are people who have tried to cancel me, based off of what they've heard as if I'm some horrible person, when Nope... I'm Not. I'm the Truth. I speak, Show & I Am the Truth & me being me pisses off all the liars. That so-called family who supposed to be connected to me by blood are liars & made sure that My Blood and theirs are Not the same. They've tried to keep me in poverty, because taking from me and preventing me from, makes them so-called "happy"... when even still, Me doing me is STILL pissing them off because No matter what they tried to block me from, I'm still surpassing them all. Not that I'm in any competition with them as they are with me... I still won whatever game they tried to play behind my back. 

I realized that even though many of those so-called family members were under psychology abuse & me trying to help them as in Me carrying for them more than they carried for themselves, did me no good... because they have blocked themselves from getting to know me on their own & because they were brainwashed to not listen to me, is why they're against me & when pretend as if they are listening to me is when they start to cause confusion and want to talk instead of listening to me, then they try to pick an argument & when I don't fed into their mess, then they want to act as if I was attacking them. Then they want to take from me because they're mad that I didn't fed into their mess. A few of them are the actual ones doing the psychology abusing or with someone who's keeping their mental abuse going. So, I got to a point & said fuck it. I'll pick my own family. Hopefully those so-called family members who are involved realizes that they're puppets to the liars, who lied to them & like to blame me for whatever they lie on me about.. just to try to paint themselves as if their good people, when Naw, they're Sick people with rotten hearts.  So many of them are unknowingly aware that they're being used to do the main liars dirty work, to come against me for the pleasure of the main liar who's been trying to stop me from being & doing Me... who's been preventing them from out growing the liar. If anyone ask those people why they hate me/why they treat me like shit behind my back, why they talk behind my back the way they do... none of them will be able to say their reasons of having anything to do with me doing anything to them.... or saying anything to them... their answer will be from what they were brainwashed to say with zero evidence or of what they heard from someone else. There favorite go to is saying They don't know what you're talking about when the truth is placed in their face or they're being exposed for telling lies. Why? Because no one has ever held them accountable outside of me. 

I've watched people who so-called supposed to be my family turn strangers against me because it was more of them telling the same lies about me, to where people who became the liars puppets, mind's just stop working and allowed the enemies to control their minds to believe the lies about me. So, because the liars got damn near the whole world to lie on & about me with no truthful evidence to showcase for itself... I've been rockin' by myself, doing my Assignments as The Universe guided me to do so, with Xoticy Services... for My tribe who's sent my ways. And the funny thing about that, is Me minding My Business & Xoticy Business pissed them off and they had to try to stop me & look... they found a way to turn people away and against Xoticy too.  Lies has full destroyed people due to people believing liars, lies. 

I don't care how many liars it is or how many Groups of dummies trying to stop me, I'm Not Stopping & I can't be Stopped & those who are sent my ways, who rocks with me, I've applied spiritual protection onto those people, so that lies will never stick to them & the liars will never turn those people who rock with me away from the Truth.  

So, because I didn't stop & I won't stop... is why We are All able to see who the Groups of dummies are & who the liars are who's been brainwashing people to go against Me. The Glory of The Universe is Shinning Bright for All to connect their dots & be able to see the Truth.  Groups of people lies against The Truth of Me was their game to try to destroy me & I Won without even playing their game or fighting their fight. Now it make sense to you why The Universe guided me to create this site, providing you details of my pervious journey defeating the groups of dummies... I mean enemies who's been trying to use anyone they could to try to destroy me because they foolish asses didn't want anyone to gain the Truth of me .

Basically Many people in my so-called family have an addiction for lying on me, lying about me, stealing from me, hiding my things from me, given my things away without my permission, destroying my things, trying to tell me that the truth is not the truth or lying saying that I didn't tell them what I told them, lying to strangers about me because they don't want anyone to like me. The sad part is that there are SO MANY people who have become addicted to attacking Me... because of my so-called family said it was ok. The so-called family who started that sick ass "game" against me. They're the start of one of those swear campaign's who's been affecting people with their sickness. So, if you are someone who have ever wanted to know what was going on about the Wilson family because shit just doesn't make since. Well, the foolish people who's in the "Wilson" family have Lots of secrets & if they feel as if someone knows their secrets, they seek revenge in secret through... hints the swear campaign that they have started against me to why so many groups have been attacking me since I was a child.  Why were they trying to hide me? The police, courts and whomever else The Universe have working on this case have learned why. 

My so-called "family" didn't want you to know that I'm the Chosen One. They didn't want you to know that I'm Anointed, They didn't want you to know that I'm a Prophet. Those people are so envious and jealous of me that they told people, lied to people and brainwashed people to not listen to me, thinking that if people don't listen to me then those foolish people THOUGHT that they would somehow steal my gift of prophecy... as if The Universe were gonna allow those dummies to play in The Universe face.... Hmm NO! Those dummies just exposed themselves of trying to change The Universe Will from being done. They fucked themselves up in ways they foolish asses don't see coming. They should have left me the entire fuck alone. 

There are so many people who have stories on how crazy some people in my so-called family have done to them to get them to not like me. Such as calling my supposed to be friends to tell them to stop talking to me. Telling me that I couldn't go to prom with My (at the time) boyfriend and that I had to go with whom she said I had to go with. Telling people to watch me and report what I'm doing to them because they were told that I was a fast girl when Nope, I just mind my business. So, because of the actions of some many people being involved or experiencing the attacks from my so-called family toward me is why... So Many people have Dots that connects to dots that paints the picture of Truth that they were pushed away from by the liars of the "Wilson" family.  I'm over the Abuse, I'm over people playing in my face, acting as if they like me when they don't, I'm over people having a sick mental thought to think as if they know me better than myself based off the lies they decide to believe from some liars. I'm Over people viewing me based off what they have heard from some liars. I'm over people who Lie, Steal, Kill, Destroy and who are counterfeits. I'm over people trying to change their appearance to look like me, I'm over people who's trying to act as if they are me, I'm over people who's trying to dance & teach My Sequences that they copied.  I just want everyone who is not of the Truth... to Leave Me alone. I didn't place myself in any battle or in any war but Clearly I Won them both. I Defeated the entire fuck out of all enemies by staying Truthful, being Truthful, Being Authentic and Original.  It's funny how they had fun going out there lying on and about me, Acting as if they're not enemies of the truth in my face, but when I speak the Truth, Oh now I'm supposed to be attacking them because they're feelings are hurt, not realizing their feelings are hurt, because they can't handle the Truth because no one has ever held them accountable for the evil that they have been doing for so long. To them, it's ok for them to attack people, lie on people, steal from people, turn people away & give people my things, trying to push me down to lift they weak asses up... but as soon as I Speak & Showcase the Truth... They're Mad. Now they want to do something to Me in secret, because I've exposed Them of attacking Me. How Dare I Expose Them, But in their sick ass minds, they were happy lying, stealing, counterfeiting and turning people away from me, but The Truth is what Pisses them The Fuck Off. Oh, so now because I spoke the Truth I'm the problem. See... They're sick, sick in the head & sick in the heart.  My life and anyone Elses life is Not based off of how someone wants My life to be... because they "supposed" to be my family.  If I didn't do anything to them, then they don't have no business going against me or disliking me in anyway PERIOD! 

Check This Out... by being observant of the people in my so-called family and I've watched how they operate, I've seen... that because they have zero control over their feelings, & they're unaware of their feelings, as in they don't know what they be feeling and just be lying about how they feel & blame it on someone making them feel that way. So, say for example... They do something & I saw them do what they did & I say, Hey... Why you do that? So, because I said something and asked them why they did what they did, they get mad at me and secretly destroy something of mine & or go tell someone a lie about me to get other people to be mad at me all because they are "mad" because I asked them why they did what they did.  By noticing their ways, I've learned that they are immature Mentally, Spiritually, Physically & Emotionally to where they want Ravage because they don't like how they feel... when being asked questions about what they did or being exposed.  So, they attack people & pull their fake care away and all of sudden don't like the person, when they're the Problem. All because they can't control Their feelings & they miss place their feelings & blame people for how They feel. They blame people & lie on people based off their feelings... of them running from Accountability... Because they sick mentally asses want Revenge all because they can't control their feelings on how much they hate themselves.  

So, if there are people out there who attacks people because they feel as if someone hurt their feelings due to holding them accountable... Those people are mentally sick & they don't know how to take accountability & they seek revenge instead of seeking help for themselves. Why? Because they blame people for how they feel instead of holding their feelings accountable and they view people who holds them accountable as someone attacking them so they attack by trying to destroy that person. There are so many people who got caught in someone lies about people.... all because of people running from their accountabilities and wanted to seek revenge by lying on people to turn people away from innocent people. That's Sad how so many people got caught in the traps of liars. 

Yes, I've cussed out a lot of people because they were attacking me. I called them Pieces of Shits, Pathetic Mutha Fuckas & Frauds because those are their actions. 

• Pieces of Shits - are people who go out there and lie on people & lie in people faces.
• Pathetic Mutha Fuckas - are people who study people, copy people & then go out into people faces and act as if what they are selling is so-called theirs when it's not. I wouldn't have to stand up for myself nor would I have to expose the liars if they would have just left me The Entire Fuck Alone. So, because they targeted me... they had to fuck around and they found out, that they should have left me The EntireFuck Alone. I'm Not Saving Nobodies fake ass reputation, nor their misplaced feelings. They took my kindness as weakness and found out that Nope, I'm Not Weak at fuckin all... I just let them play they hands so that I will have evidence of their actions. As you can see, I'm Over It!

So, I've started selecting My Own Family outside of the so-called blood connection ... because many of the people in that so-called family that I was "placed" to be a part of... are abusers, manipulators and liars who hate themselves, hate each other & have made it very clear from their actions of turning people against me from their lies... on how much the hate they carry for themselves being thrown toward me & my life. I've kept their secrets for so long on how horrible of people they are... because I'm not one to go tell people business and I allow people to gain the truth on their own about people unless I'm guided to expose people for coming against me.  The Universe is using those liars actions on trying to destroy me and steal from me against them all...  because they're unaware that all those people they have spoken lies on and about me to... those people have good memories... and they wanted to know why did those people from my so-called "family" tell them all those lies about me & why do those people find joy in secretly bullying me, so because those people was seeking for the Truth from The Universe, The Universe gave those people the Truth to why those foolish people in my so-called "family" are & have always been against me. 

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Naw, I don't have any of those at the moment. 

I've learned that I was put in place to teach people how to be a true friend & that the people who called themselves my friend previously were actually enemies of the truth, who've exposed themselves to everyone they've lied to.  They were trying to hook themselves onto me... that's why when I started being attacked on social media from the dance & music industry is when those so-called friends, started exposing themselves even more. Keep in mind, this all happened because I asked The Universe to show me who was against me, and everyone exposed themselves to me in so many different ways of theirs. 

Just because people who lied to me, pretended to be my friend... Doesn't cause me to hate anyone. Hate doesn't live in my heart. The new people I come across who have genuine love, we just share the love we have with one another... just Rockin' with each other as associates. People with Pure Hearts Rock together in peace and genuine Joy. 

I Love people.... That's just How my heart is, How I Am & by My Purpose being what it is, That's why I was so hard on those hardheaded, lying & rebellious ass people. I'm so glad that those hardheaded, lying & rebellious ass people are no longer My assignments & out of my ways because watching people who are mentally sick & need help... & they don't want it... is a horrible sight in itself. 

Nope, I don't do networking events, because those events are a lot of fake people's ways, of trying to attach themselves to other people... to ride someone's wave just to take from & to come up from.  Due to my experience of knowing how so many people try to jump on other people waves, I just don't involve myself in foolery as such. I'm Organic & ride my own waves & if someone want to rock with me, they can contact me & we can rock together.

I stopped following people on social media because I didn't want anyone to be attacked & be mentally manipulated by those liars who's been lying & turning people against me. That's how a lot of people went from following & liking me to being enemies of the Truth, based off the lies they heard/were told by people who stalk people from my following list. 

The sad part is that I haven't experience a true friend who actually cared about Me & our friendship. I'm sure I will gain True partnerships in the future. I was always the Good Friend because my heart is pure & as we all can see those foolish people took my actions from pure heart, as a sign of stupid and or weakness... and they asses found out the hard way to leave people who mind their business the fuck alone. 

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What I've learned about people during my journey?

Well, I've learned that there are many of people on this earth who purposely mistreated & misunderstand Me, Just so they can lie & deceive other people about me, because they didn't want anyone to like me, due to their envious & jealousy. I've experience that there are only a few good & pure hearted people on this earth, I mean just a few... who genuinely care for others as they do themselves. I Have lots of stories of good, confused & horrible people during my journey. I'll share /a few during random moments, so make sure you listen to my posted videos on xoticy.vhx.tv

I'm extremely observant & from 1982 till 2016, I kept my mouth shut. Meaning that I didn't speak on how people were treating me from a far, what I saw within people & how people treated other people behind they back. By me being How I Am... that is different than what I saw of people... A lot of people viewed me as being Naive. Why? Well, because you must interstand, that people who have a rotten heart, lie to themselves & view people how they want to view people vs from how people really are. So, they make up lies about people & then treat people based off the lies they made up to themselves. So, due to so many people making up lies about Me... listening & believing lies about me, caused a lot of people to show me who, they really are, how they really feel about me & how rotten they hearts are. 

What have I done to those people, for them to treat me how they treated me behind my back?

Just being my Fun, Funny, Carrying, Respectful, Genuine, Creative, Truthful, Loving & Authentic Self.  I'm not a perfect person, I make a lot of mistakes, because I'm having a physical experience & I'm someone who loves to learn from my own mistakes, so I can continue to grow. However, I Never & I mean Never Had a Thought.... nor have I Treated ANYONE... in a Distasteful, Harmful, Nasty, Fake, Rude, Two faced, Stealing & or Hateful way. I Don't Steal, I Don't Kill, I Don't Lie, I Don't Destroy, I don't want to be anyone other than myself & I Don't want what is not mine. Even when those people treated me in those ways, because That's Not who or how I Am. However, I will cuss mutha fucka's who try to play in my face/anyone Elses face the fuck out & will expose they asses for trying to play me. However, I will not treat them how they treat me. I've learned that people who are the opposite of me, viewed me as if... I never went through Anything... & they felt that they should punish me for it.... because they felt as if, "God" (The Universe) wasn't being fair... because They feel like they live in hell & I don't. Not realizing them being in Hell/low frequencies is because of their choices on how they treat people & how they lie. So... Those people felt as if I was supposed to be punished by them... because they believed the lies about Me, that they made up to believe or someone told them to believe. Nope... those people don't have 1 Truthful reason... Not fuckin' 1, to why they hate me, Treated me the way they did & went and lied to everybody about me. trying to paint themselves to being some victim. That's just what people who have rotten hearts and who lie does... Causing confusion, Lying, running from accountability, blaming innocent people to try to hide their evilness, play victim to the crimes they've commented.... is all they know how to do. 

I've learned that people who self-hate are the people who started off lying, because lying made them "feel" something. Doing nasty things behind people back is fun to them, Belittling People, being in people ways on purpose, destroying people items, reputations & gaslighting whoever... about other people characters. Stealing is an action they run to... lies just comes right out they mouths. They can't care for Anyone, because they don't care for Themselves. Love... Naw, They don't have that, they just know how to say the word, They Hate. Fighting... Oh, They pick those On Purpose, then lie about their plan for picking the fight on purpose. They will have Everyone they lied to believe Their lies and have those people watch them, pretend as if someone did something to Them, to why they're attacking an innocent person... or they didn't like how someone supposed to have treated someone else... just so they can try to harm the person whom they feel they need to punish, All because of THEIR Lies, envious & jealously. Those liars are deceived & are mentally lost ass people who have believed their own lies. They had people Cheering the liars on & social media attacking me, based off the lies their enemies tricked them to believe about me... unknowingly knowing, that they were tricked to be the liars puppets. Trying to fight a self-haten battle, that those liars blamed me & other people for... that caused those liars to be Mad/Pissed The Fuck Off because they're being exposed for being liars. That led those people who believe those liars lies, to be set up to take the fall with those liars, for social media bullying/harassing me & attacking me. 

For example, There are some pathetic ass people out there... who were running around telling people that I supposed to be mental & supposed to been on mental medication, When Nope.... I'm Not Mental & I Never been on any mental meds. Why did they lie on me? I'll tell ya... All because they believed the pathetic ass liars who told them that lie & because those people are mentally fucked up, they believed the liars/their lies & took they asses out there and passed those lies around as if they were true with zero evidence to back they lying asses up. 

We all should know what The Universe does to liars by now, if not.. You're watching. So, those pathetic ass people who were going around lying on me & thought they asses were funny because they thought what they knew about me was some truth, when Nope... It's all lies, to set them up to attack me... to do the dirty work for those weak ass, coward ass liars who lied to them. Those liars set they puppets up to come get they asses handed to them from Me in some comments. I left they asses running from Me... Cause they realized Real Fast, That I don't have a fuckin' mental illness, I'm not playing they stupid ass low frequencies ass mental ass games & That All of what I speak & provide... Is The Truth & nobody can beat me when I stand on & speak Truth, That's how they asses all got Defeated because all they have is groups of liars who told them the same lying ass lies. 

Imagine a person who's being picked on based off lies, the Material Things they have, their Talents, Their Creativity is being Copied/Stolen, People attacking them based off the lies people heard about them or the lies, the liars made up. I'm talking GROUPS of fuckin' pathetic ass people from all around the world, Just Mad, Pissed Off.... Want to fight the person.... all because of a Lie they told themselves or believed from someone else. That don't have NOTHING... to do with the person whom they're attacking. Those people didn't have a clue that the person, who went through people attacking them so much... becomes really good at what comes next during the attacks. So, now the person being attacked knows how to fight in the ways of those attackers & even better then those attackers. The person being attacked know that those people are in so much pain from within, to where instead of working on their pain, They made a choice... to gather themselves together with rotten hearted ass dummies, to get in My ways, because they felt as if, I needed to be punished by them. When I haven't done ANYTHING, to NOBODY to be treated, the way those people have exposed themselves of treating Me & whoever else they have treated in such disrespectful & distasteful ass ways. If anyone is going to punish Me, it's gonna be The Universe & because I stay out of people ways, I'm NOT trying to do ANY of Those Actions that So Many Damn people have done toward Me/toward whomever, I don't lie, don't kill, don't steal & I don't destroy. Not A Thought in mind to even do those actions, Cause I've Always Minded My Purpose & My Heart is Pure. However, I'm no fuckin coward & I will always Stand up for myself, The Xoticy Brand, & Xoticy/The Truth. If people got an issue with the truth that comes out of my mouth to why they are using what comes out of my mouth as their excuse to attack me... then those people need to stop being liars & take their issues up with The Universe & stop running from the truth of themselves and take accountability for their actions & evil ass thoughts that comes from their rotten ass hearts. If there is anyone who believes whatever they hear about someone & then starts to treat that person, as if that person has done anything to them or just believe what people say without finding out the Truth... then those people are also mentally sick because they are unable to use their own brains to think for themselves & to leave people the fuck alone. 

Keep in mind that speaking the Truth is Not Drama, It's Not Negative nor is it Disrespectful.  Drama, Being Negative and being Disrespectful are all formed from lies & liars. 

The Groups of People

I get that there are Millions on top of Millions of people who got themselves caught up in the traps of their lies & other people lies. What do I Mean? Well.... The Universe is the Creator/Ruler of all. So, no one can do & or get away with anything without The Universe allowing it. You see, The Universe allows certain situations to happen, even the people attacking me, for the lesson for both parties. For example... say a liar come into someone's life to try to destroy the persons life & the person who is unaware of the liar... The Universe test for them... is that person going to stay in Faith of The Universe & allow The Universe to fuck up the liar by allow the liar to expose itself to see itself & hopefully make a choice to stop fuckin lying... Or will the person make a choice to allow the Universe to fuck up the liar & remove him or herself to be stress-free from the liar or make excuses to stay with the liar... even when the liar has exposed itself. if the liar continues... then the liar sets itself in the liars traps & will suffer until its ass stop fuckin lying. Now because the liar made a choice to stay lying... The liar was led to be a part of some group of liars, where the liar took an Oath, to go against the Truth & got set up to be destroyed by The Universe & controlled by more liars. You see, those liars are deceivers, so they got deceived to think that they are better than others, to think that they can do no wrong while doing wrong, they got tricked to believe as if their group run the world.... They got tricked to continue to do evil as if they weren't going to be held accountable. Check This out.... You know that story how their false god was supposed to had died for their sins? Well, they believe that lie & those groups of dummies picked me to be Their so-called sacrifice... because They Know that I'm the True Chosen One, The anointed Prophet. So, they tried to make their lie of a story come true when that's NOT My Story... all because they were trying to run from being held accountable for their evil ass, weak ass, coward ass actions. So, because they knew that I will not fall for their lying ass lies about me supposed to being their sacrifice, is why they lying asses went out there and lied on me to all of you, Trying to destroy me, Tried to turn their puppets into me & tried to counterfeit me because they tried to get me to destroy myself from their weak ass attacks... because they need a sacrifice to get away from accountability and they dumb asses tried to sacrifice me with their lies and by trying to turn the whole world against me. The Universe is so funny because The Universe placed me in the middle of a "family" who's foolish ass Freemasons and Eastern stars & The Universe proved to them that I can't be Sacrificed & I'm NOT their Sacrifice and trying to sacrifice me has put all of them up to sacrifice themselves. They plans wouldn't and will never work. They are all held accountable for their own sins... All of them singly.  Alot of people have learned that those groups are just traps... that collected all the liars on this earth to be destroyed Together. You ever heard of The Universe sending the angels from Heaven to collect all the evil people & throwing they asses into the lake of fire? Well, The liars are the people those angels are here grabbing & throwing they asses in that lake of fire. All Those horrible ass groups of lairs, who have been going around getting in people ways, are the weak wicked people who are spoken of in those books, they're the foolish ones. The Universe told those liars to depart, because The Universe Don't know liars. They asses were warned to leave me the fuck alone. Do Not Touch My Anointed and Do Not do My Prophet any harm & look what those dummies tried to do. Now they hardhead asses have turned into burning souls with everything they stole being removed from them. Oh well... They fault. 

Check This Out... Due to the attacks from those people close to me stealing/ trying to steal my funds... trying to hide my funds... I had to cancel a couple of Xoicy Services in Jan 2017- July 2017 & those people who purchased their admission was cool with their account credit & when those enemies of the truth saw my post of my apology for cancelling those Xoticy classes... Those enemies of the truth then pretended as if they were the people who purchased tickets... emailing me... Harassing me & expressing their self-hate toward me, Making false reports on other platforms saying that I supposed to have stolen people money, when they never purchased admission to Any of my services, nor have I ever stolen Anyone's money from Anybody EVER. So, because of those groups of people lying... there are people who are stuck in those lies and view me/hate me/dislike me as if I stole people money when I Never did. 

You wanna know what's funny?

So Many people were close to me... I'm talking can touch me Close. They had they plans already to attack my ass. They thought that they were going to win at destroying me. As we can see, NOPE. So, in 2016... I said Fuck It.... & Started Exposing Mutha Fuckas, Cause I had enough of their attacking. It's been a long ass time to be dealing with rotten hearted ass people attacking me, because they lied to themselves and everybody else... to why they asses were in my mutha fuckin' ways trying to turn people away from & against me. 45 fuckin years if mental abuse. So, because I saw how So Many people minds were getting fucked up by those lying ass fucks... & how so many people minds were already fucked up & confused by those lying ass fucks... I Step in & Here The Fuck I Am. I Took the spiritual veil off people eyes & ears, Shining My Light from within Me, Showing The Universe Glory from My actions & words Matching... Providing the Truth so no one else will get caught in the liars lies.  I've Exposed The Fuck... out of those lying fucks who were trying to punish Me for their self-hate... while they many of those foolish asses turned themselves into horrible ass counterfeits of Me, Xoticy & The Xoticy Brand.  They Tried to lie so much to where they plan was to try to get people to view me as if I was mental to try to put me in some mental hospital... just so they can continue to lie to everybody & sell what they pathetic asses stole from me & was trying to steal from me. As we all can see they plans backfired because I'm nowhere near mental & those groups of dummies have exposed themselves from their own plans & actions of coming against Me. They dumb asses forgot that they gave us public evidence of them being connected to each other, committing crimes against & toward Me, Xoticy & The Xoticy Brand.

Who those liars wanted Me to be & How They wanted Me to be... Is COMPLETLY Different than Who & How I Am & Different from theirs lies. I'm NOTHING, like those liars nor like their lies they decided to believe & Tell Other people. My actions became, Enough is a Fuckin' Enough. I told them Mutha Fucka's to Stop fuckin' with Me & to Stop Fuckin' with My Artistry... & that I spiritually see them & what's happening to them. They thought I was playing & a liar like them. Then when I popped those side by side videos exposing a few of they asses... & Post of Me sharing My spiritual gifts & what I spiritually see... Them Niggas, didn't like Me showing off My Spiritual abilities... & they asses started fuckin' running from Me & Lying to the world even more... acting as if they grew in maturity & went in a different direction, when all they're doing is Pretending, Acting & trying to hide... STILL playing in people faces....  trying to run from being exposed for being the liars that they are. Their change up is noticeable & it ain't growth, it's still a lie, showcasing how they are trying to deceive everyone with all their many mask they war.  I've Exposed The Fuck Out of Many of their Asses to where all of their acting & lying is Noticeable. Them dummies put My Artistry on Every fuckin' body they dumb assess so-called choregraphed for & instructed. And all the liars went out there and lied on and about me to everyone they asses lied to. Now, they asses Know The Universe is Real & They asses in trouble spiritually & physically... for fuckin' with Me, My Artistry, Xoticy, The Xoticy Brand & for getting in my Mutha Fuckin' Purpose Ways with they lying & stealing asses. 

A Lot of people learned that they were a toy in someone's attack against Me, Xoticy & The Xoticy Brand. Those people who were deceived, realized that they were in the middle of a hateful & mentally ill persons, pointless & personal attack against Me, based off those mentally ill persons lies. Why? Cause they running from the Truth of themselves & lived their days on trying to get in my ways & because they holding on tight to their lies & believe the lies of the rest of those dummies, from those groups/organizations/Occults/Gangs/Communities/religions, caused them to stay miserable. Those people are mentally fucked, due to.... them running from & not fixing themselves from within. Those liars running from accountability is why they're in the situations that they're in with The Universe & with all the people they lied to & sold stolen goods to. They had plenty of years, signs & warnings to get out of those groups/organizations/religious/Gangs/Occults & lies & turn from their evil ways. Now, The Universe is handling they asses, So I can do My Purpose, Do & be Me without any interrupts from they lying & Stealing asses.

The interesting part is that I've learned that a lot, on top on a lot of people wasn't near me, because they wanted to be. They just wanted to have a story to say they did something with my name attached to their lie on/about Me. My experience with those liars, is completely different than what they've lied to people on/about me... to why they were near me in the first place. Well, due to people veil coming off, Those deceived people can see the truth now. Those people who were deceived can even see how so many people have been pretending to be different people, just to cause confusion, to Steal more money from people & deceive people to keep people... of whom the liars are still deceiving in low frequencies. The funny part about that, is that those dummies are being charged & punished from The Universe for each character/lie they have deceived people to believing. 

I don't mind sharing the Truth. The interesting part is that no one have ever asked Me for My side of the lies they were told/shown of Me. Well, now that those deceived ass people, have realized that they're in the middle of a Crime Ring Against Me, Against Xoticy & Against The Xoticy Brand... by being in those stupid ass groups/organizations/religious/gangs/occults... I don't need to share My side/The Truth, because Everyone who was lied to, Now know & can see the Truth & who lied to them. However, because my side of the story is so funny is why I'm sharing.  So, make sure you listen to my posted videos. 

I did meet & have worked with a few... & only a Few.... of really cool genuine, pure hearted people along my 8 year break from teaching Xoticy Services & Performing... whom I will always remember because of our random & fun moments together. People of my New family of whom I've selected.... because of their Truthful, Good, Pure & Loving Hearts, have inspired me to choose my Own Family, So, I Am & thank y'all for that. 

So, yeah... I've experienced & Seen... a Lot of people horrible actions/character & just a few Good hearted people actions/character, during that moment of my journey. I'm in My New Journey Now... Loving All of It, Living All Up in The Universe Promise, as my cups overflows for My everlasting life of pure Abundance, new gifts on top of new gifts flown' in to & for me.  I'm Lovin' All of it & we just stated.

A lot of people have just realized that they've been flying monkeys doing the dirty work for their abusers, to dislike & hate innocent people like myself. Attacking me & passing around lies those weak ass/lying ass witches & warlocks told them. Now, The Universe showed those people who were being mentally abused unknowingly by those weak ass witches & weak ass warlocks that they've been flying monkeys. Now, Those people have set themselves free & no longer fear those weak ass witches & weak ass warlocks & those people are now in the Truth with Me, Xoticy & The Xoticy Brand. Those tables have turned. 

I have zero mercy for those who's been attacking me, I just don't fuck with Everybody, who came against me.  Those weak ass, powerless ass witches & warlocks are receiving their painful & harmful scores on their bodies & faces for their wicked doings for mentally abusing people to go against innocent people to attack innocent people based off their lies... Dummies. 

I Want to publicly thank the few people who was there for me when I asked for assistance & genuinely assisted me & Wanted Me there... Who made my situation peaceful & made sure that I was good. Cause The Universe had me in a few situations where people were so disrespectful, Mean, Yelling trying to lower my frequencies, trying to pick fights with me, trying to poison & harm me, when I was their Last test for before their judgment & they didn't even know it... because they were too busy trying to Take what doesn't belong to them & tried to prevent me from what belongs to me & they even tried to harm me. So, Thank you to the ones who were there for me when I needed assistance & you imbraced me and our moments together. 

The Universe is sending My Tribe from All on This Earth, to Xoticy/Msbjammin' Services... so those Souls can continue to Gain, Grow & Jam... in My stylized/ Xoticy Dance Genre's kind of ways Correctly... instructed by Me... & for My Artistry Purpose to be showcased... While Reaching Newer Levels of Their Greatness for personal use only. I'm So Great-ful & Appreactive of The Universe creating me with my Gifts, Talents, Wisdom & Skills to be who & How I Am.... to share with souls to reach their Newer Levels of Greatness & for XA... for staying in the Truth with me & those who broke out of the lies & came into the Truth.  Donations to me & or Tips to me can be Sowed into me via Cash App $Monbjammin & by Subscribing to xoticy.vhx.tv

Thank you for gaining the truth about me, from Me. I'm excited to teach & Jam with those who are sent my ways in Xoticy Services & for those who love my Artistry for me & the Msbjammin' Performers to Jam in front of you during Live performances Presented by Xoticy. 

(Updated in Dec 2024)

I'm a Truthful Person. I'm A Good Person! 

I treat people How I Am & I treat Myself GREAT. So, I Know that I treat people Good because I'm Good. 

Friends, Dudes who are interested in me & or Family, I tell them up front... If You Fuck up with me, it's Over. No more... I'm Done. I told them this up front & I don't go backwards. 

Now, those people who I've told this to... Thought that I was playing & when they Fucked up... I said Fuck them & walked away. However, because I'm so Good... My walk away Hits Harder than expected. Where people don't expect to be hurt by my walk away... because they took advantage of me & thought that they would find another me but will never.... & thought that I was playing because minds games are what they're used to. 

Let me give some examples. 

I don't Lie, Steal, Kill, Destroy & I'm not a counterfeit. If someone does something to where I have questions, I'm asking questions. I don't seek revenge... I just speak the truth, express my mental state and keep it fuckin moving. So, when there was a female "friend" who started to gain feelings for me and started getting upset when I wouldn't do what she wanted me to do, I had to cut that mutha fucka off. When a dude started lying and cheating, I cut those mutha fuckas off, When a dude & female "friends" started getting closer to my "family" whom I'm not close with because of their rotten hearts... I had to cut those mutha fuckas off. When niggas started associating with people who are against me... I cut those mutha fuckas off & I never returned & I won't because I've warned people before hand. Now, in those people eyes they feel as if I shouldn't have done what I did because to them, it's not that serious... but to Me, My Time, My Love, My Care, My feeding into people, me being there for people is Serious to Me. So, I cut them off because our viewpoints of whatever we had, friendship or relationship wasn't on the same page... because all of what they have done toward me, I've never done to them or to anybody. I Warned people up front, You Fuck Up... I'm Out, Forever. 

Here's the funny part, if those people actually had Pure Hearts, we would still be cool today.  But because My walk away is so hurtful to those people who exposed their rotten ass hearts to me, by trying to seek revenge on me, for their hurt of me walking away... is why I walked away when I did. 

I find it to be funny how people will go out there and lie, cheat, steal, counterfeit me and destroy my items and when I question them & expose they asses, they want revenge. Like Nigga, we wouldn't be in this situation if your heart was pure... but because I don't want to fuck with your rotten ass heart, I've became your problem... Hmm ok... Cool! 

So, what I've learned is that Niggas will go out there and fuck up on purpose & when you stand up for yourself & expose they asses, they rotten ass hearts want to seek revenge on you as if you did something to them....  instead of fixing their rotten ass hearts, so they asses won't lose another Good ass person in their life-time. Nope, they just continue to go out there & expose their rotten ass hearts by trying to lie, steal, block & destroy... some of them are so hurt that they paid people to try to harm the person who walked away from their rotten ass hearts without telling to the truth to why they asses are hurt. 

You wanna know what's fucked up... Those hurt people thought that I was playing and ended up losing me & went out there Mad, Pissed the fuck off and turned whoever they could against me with their lies ... all because they feel, as if they can't be with me, then no one can, so they lied cause they're hurt that they can't get their way.  The even funnier part is that most of them are friends because I left them and they gathered together to try to destroy me because of their hurt of me not fuckin with them anymore so... they became friends because all of a sudden they all mad at me leaving or not fuckin with they rotten hearted asses. 

That's some sad shit. I've warned them and they hardhead, rotten heart asses didn't listen.  So, slandering my name was their revenge. cause you know... hurt people, try's to hurt people & in my case they've hurt a lot of people with their lies... and they all have to pay for that because now everyone knows why they were really mad & why they 've became linked together to hate me so much. 

I Don't give a fuck about whatever lie that those hurt ass people are saying or passed around about me, I Know, They Know, The Universe Know's and a lot of other people Know that I'm a Good ass person & whomever is around me in my care... is taken care of with Genuine, Pure Natural Love & those hateful mutha fuckas are on the outside not getting any of my lovin and that hurts them.  

Let me share with you what else I've learned from being Observant. 

You know there are people who view having money as power... Well, Money is Not power nor having money brings power.  People with money who feels as if they have power because of it, those people have done & will do anything for money to seem as if they have power... when it's not power they have, it's Just Greed. Those people are Greedy. They feel as if they can go buy what doesn't belong to them, pay whoever to do what they want done to whomever, pay people to lie and steal because of their Greed. They're Greedy. That's Not Power. 

I've also been a witness to some particular people making it their point to befriend people who have come into my life behind my back just to turn them away from me and those people who seek people behind my back, use their ability to lie to people to get people to believe their lies to turn away from me as their so-call power. They use their so-called connection to me as if they're telling the truth. It's sad how people didn't ask me anything about nothing... they just believe whomever they like & because the people they like don't like me based off lies, those people make a blind choice not to like me too... and just believe whatever the liar says. That's why I don't fuck with people who are demon processed who just lie just to be lying. Trying to devour whomever they can who would believe their lies. Why use me for the catch net though... you know. Leave me out of it. 

No matter how much money they greedy asses had to steal & or lie for... they will NEVER have Power. No matter how many people they have turned away and against me, they will Never have power. Nigga's just like to look a way that they are NOT and they use their Greed to toy with other greedy ass people who will do anything for money or to be liked... to do their dirty ass work... That's Not Power, Again... That's Greed.   I Actually Have Power... Power is feeding Life into people, Power is taking someone who confidence has been shot to Recharging their confidence back to life, That's Having power, that's what I do, that's My Purpose & that's who I Am... Everyone don't have the ability to do what I do & be who I Am, because they don't actually have True Power, they greedy asses just have someone else's money & a lot of people who don't like each other around them pretending as if it's power when it's not. That's why I Rock alone & Feed Life into the people who are sent my ways who didn't get devoured by some dumb ass groups of  liars. 

Well, Outside of doing & being me, Creating, Jammin', Instructing Xoticy/Msbjammin' Services, Performing, Roller Skating, Archy & Bowling... I love to cook, Draw, Do physical activities, Be My Random self, Drive, stimulate my mind by learning new things, Trying new foods, going to/ returning to restaurants, Playing Board Games, Reading, Watching Good Movies/TV Shows & Chiilin' with High Frequency Souls, Loving Love, Shopping, Imbracing My Experiences in Both Realms & meeting new people are my hobbies.